say “aaaaaah”….

fear not, the doctor is in.
on this day of pumpkins and leaves and fresh chills in the air, i am not afraid.  not afraid of the witches or goblins or infinite masses of young boys swinging swords and guns.
better yet, i am not afraid of cancer.  at least not right now.
another 3 months have gone [...]

it’s been a long time

since i’ve written.
since i couldn’t sleep -
long time meaning, in our new view of time,
weeks.
but here i am at 4am on a friday awake.
leanne was in bed next to me, and lydia next to her
and then me, listening.
i’ve been listening a lot lately.
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two weeks ago we heard 8 gunshots.
i got up and went to the [...]