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i certainly appreciate all the good thoughts
and the advice to “just live and be happy”
and i wish it were as easy as that.

but it’s not.

it’s different.

go on, go get cancer and try it.
and then go on and get pregnant and bring your cancer back again
and this time don’t beat it, but die from it.
or have your wife die from it and raise your daughter alone.

maybe.

in case you’ve forgotten, read this

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look, we know what we’re “supposed” to do.
we know that we should just be happy and that life is one big unknown
and all that lovely crap.

but this is different.
and if you can’t see that, then don’t comment.
really.

leanne’s petscan is next wednesday.
if it’s clean, then we’re done with treatment.
if it’s not clean, if there’s any activity at all, they’ll biopsy it…
and if it’s cancer then she’ll be accepted into the lovely world
of bone marrow transplantation.

it should be clean.

but “should” hasn’t worked so hot for us the past 4 months.

that said, we’re banking on as clean of a petscan as last time.
remember last time?
in case you don’t, here’s something:

i look at those petscan pictures all the time.
it never gets boring to me.
ever.

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