February 13, 2007...3:41 am

finding chemo

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so, chemo day #2 is over.
lee went in like a lamb and went out like a lion.
no nausea, no adverse reactions (besides her insides dying), no problem.

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Like the little yellow port sticking out like a tiny marigold?
I like the pink bra peeking out from the zebra top and cleavage.
So did the maintenance guy.

The woman is taking serious style to the 12th floor.
And the 12th floor is impressed, people.
Duly impressed.

So, some of you thought that the PETscan was today.
That’s not the case. It’ll be in around two and a half weeks,
right before her next chemo dump.

But……we met with the oncologist today and he looked at Lee,
felt her up a bit, and said that he was “very encouraged”.

I don’t think he’s as smart as everyone else thinks he is.
I’ve been very encouraged after feeling Lee up a bit
for over 11 years.

That said, he said that he can’t imagine that the PETscan isn’t going to show improvement
across the board (I like calling Lee’s body “the board”).
If you could see her abs, you’d know why.
Anyway, they’ve been wrong about stuff before, so we’re definitely not
bouncing around the room, but how can you not feel good when
the lymph nodes on her neck are invisible now and there’s no more itching?

He also said that he ran a test that he never told us about to see if she had this other form
of lymphoma that’s hyper aggressive and requires less successful treatment
because it’s usually in the central nervous system…..and it came back negative.

Glad we didn’t have the stress of even knowing it was a possibility.
Maybe all the tests should be like that.
That’s what everyday life is like.
You usually never know when you’ve been saved,
when you’ve avoided disaster,
when you’ve escaped
by the nape of your neck.

You just do.

She just did.

Finding chemo turned out to be rather lovely.
It’s funny, because it got horrible reviews.

29 Comments

  • You go girl!

  • CONGRATULATIONS! Round 2 is history! Leanne, you look GREAT! This post, namely your photo, brought tears to my eyes. Every chemo day is one day closer to the end of treatment, closer to your return to health. Keep that bright smile on your face! (And I like the pink bra, it is rebellious and totally something I would do. You go, girl!)

    You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

  • I somehow wandered upon your blog and have been reading from afar. I send your family good thoughts and I just wanted you to know how much your posts have touched me.

    “very encouraged” — yes, more of this.

    This is something that will be with me for a long time–

    You usually never know when you’ve been saved,
    when you’ve avoided disaster.

    ______
    I’m not sure if/when I’ll post again, but I want you to know I’m listening. Thank you for reminding me daily how human we are.

    Best,
    Kelli

  • Congrats on a good day and good news and no itching!
    We love you!

  • deep breath- yay!! only good things for you, especially a positive prognosis!!

  • Leanne,

    I am so sorry to hear of the recent challenges you have had to endure the past few weeks. You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. I would like to share my families experience with you in hopes for encouragement through this hard time.

    My nephew Justin was diagnosed with lymphoma last February. When the cancer was found, the doctors originally wanted to diagnose him with the same type of cancer you have. However, the diagnoses was so hard to determine, Children’s Hospital had to send the case else where. They sent his case to the University of Colorado, Mayo Clinic and several out of state specialist. They finally made a diagnosis of: Hodgkin’s Lymphoma Stage four type B. The PET scan showed that the cancer had spread widely though out his body. He was treated with aggressive chemotherapy, chemotherapy pills and several other medications. After four cycles of treatment, they repeated the PET scan and other tests. The cancer was gone! The doctors were so impressed with the results they cut his treatments down. For precautionary measures they decided to do a few more treatments. He also had to go everyday for five weeks for radiation treatments. Justin’s body responded so well, that he only had to do a total of twelve sessions.

    Justin is now in remission and living the life as a typical seventeen year old young man. He will graduate in May and pursue a college career. Justin is our miracle child. Through prayer, family, friends and most all Justin’s positive attitude he was able to beat this horrible illness.

    I as well as my prayer family will keep you in our hearts and pray for you daily in hopes for your speedy recovery.
    Leanne, you have such a beautiful daughter and a loving husband who will be your inner strength to get you through the months to follow.

    Sincerely,
    Daisy Mondragon

    P.S You look beautiful without your hair. Keep smiling! You’re an inspiration to a lot of people

  • I found you through a link from a blog that I like to read..I have been reading your posts but have not left a comment until now. I just pulled up your site and when I saw your smiling face, I just had to tell you what an inspiration you are. You are in my thoughts and prayers…your beautiful little family just makes me smile. When I read your posts it makes me just want to hug my children a little tighter, not get irritated when they need yet another glass of water when they should be asleep, you have truly touched my heart and I am sure many hearts. All the best to you, this bit of positive news was wonderful to hear!

  • Roarrrr…that bra and stripes look is hot. Lovesit. ~*~*~*Sending out good vibes and head rubs~*~*~ ….feel those vibes yet?…just give it a few, it will be there….my internet connection is slow sometimes.

  • Another lurker coming out of the woodwork… I also found this blog through another blog and have been checking in often to see how things are going. I just had to post today to tell Leanne that you look amazing. My first thought was, “I have never seen a bald woman look so good!” Your courage truly inspires me. There is just something about your picture today that really touched me.

    I sincerely wish you the best of luck as you beat down lymphoma. I will continue to you pray for you and your family.

  • Lee, you’re doing great!

    I think Lee deserves at least two chippees so far. What does everyone think?

    “Finding Chemo.” Took me a while, but now I get it.

    Lots of love,
    Matt and Florencia

  • Sending my love to you beautiful people. We are thinking about you often and wishing for the chemo to do away with the bad cells quickly.
    Danny happy birthday and may your birthday wishes all come true.
    With love,
    Aunty Eva

  • May you avoid many disasters.

  • Delurking to let you know I’m wearing a hot pink bra right now too.
    And to send warm thoughts for nothing short of a record-breaking recovery.

  • I’m not wearing a bra at all right now….and there is nothing hot about THAT let me tell you! You truly look fabulous, todays new is fabulous! May we all avoid many disasters without even knowing about them … Hoorah for not even knowing about that test , wonderful, wonderful news. Helen.

  • You look absolutely beautiful.

  • What great news to hear at 6:30 a.m. I’m so happy for you both that things are going well, and I hope it continues.

    “Finding chemo” — all of this and a sense of humor, too? You guys are awesome.

  • Yay- it’s working it’s working!

  • A friend of a friend of a friend…I read your posts everyday, it reminds me to hug my kids a little longer and appreciate each day even when it’s cold and rainy and almost snowy here in DC. Thank you brave Lee.

  • Leanne, you look beautiful. You have perfect eyebrows and beautiful teeth – how’s that for specific proof that I’m not just jivin’ ya?! :)

  • Finding chemo?? That’s a-Dory-ble!!
    Two down – hooray!
    Much, much love to you. -Sarah

  • Yay YOU!
    Still sending prayers from Seattle and reading everyday. 2 chemo sessions BEAT DOWN – keep it up!!!

    Julia

  • Excellent news, all around! I am not going to tell you whether I am wearing a bra right now. I’ll just leave that to your imagination.

    Eric

  • oh dear. i’m so sorry. this…

    this is awkward.

    i wasn’t paying attention. i should have been paying attention, and i wasn’t, and sarah just kind of snuck over and… i think i was giving the kids a bath. and she just jumped on, and i wasn’t paying attention, and…

    “a-dory-ble.”

    i’m so sorry. that’s… you guys shouldn’t have to put up with that kind of crap. what you guys need now — what you really need — is just to keep s’marlin.

    (see that? “s’marlin”? get it? smiling? and then marlin was the dad in nemo?)

    (i’m telling you guys, we’re the talent family!)

  • I am going out right now and buying a pink bra gosh darn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • You look fantastic!

  • Congrats on getting through day 2. You look gorgeous! Sending healthy thoughts your way! Happy valentine’s day! Take care.

  • Zebra stripes and pink bra…dang, it works. So does that smile!

  • When I saw the picture I thought nice boob shot- then dan started talking about your cleavage and I was bumbed he beat me to it. (and I know about breasts wink wink) I did not think you could be more strikingly beautiful then when we saw each other every day years ago, but you have yet again proven me wrong. You are an amazing person and friend. Keep up the battle- I’ve got half of Milwaukee pulling for you. Some of my patients have you on their prayer lists- every bit helps!!

    Love you tons
    Sweeney

  • ENCOURAGING! I’m encouraged without even feeling up your wife! WOOT!


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